why oh why?

okay. so i cried last wednesday. I thought I couldnt take it anymore. It's the first time I cried so hard in front of my friends. seriously.
Ever since I stepped my foot on LKW soil, I faced everything outta my comfort zone. backstabbing friends, friends that are like 'indah khabar dari rupa', bimbos who always think they're right... Fuyoo... I'm amazed that I could hold on. Thanks God.
Thank God that I have friends who I could confide in with.
Thank God that I have the strength to persevere and still looking at the bright side even though life is getting tougher.
Thank God that I learn some lessons, at least.

Ah well. I guess university life is indeed like this. Using other people for own's good. Even myself isnt excluded.

But that's it. I noticed that I'm changing. Im not the old Lebat. I dunno if that should worry me.