Should I wait...?

My friends said that I should wait.

That's the question. For how long? I need the time to stop liking him already. The more I wait without any apparent answer, the deeper this hurt will be.
Shoot. shoot. shoot.

And I thought that my sixth sense couldnt and wouldnt ever go wrong. If I've no confidence that he does like me , I wouldnt confessed to him earlier. But...

Sigh... And why am I so emo? If he was really for me, then he'll come to me eventually, regardless of how long will it take.

My friend asked why am I so crazy about him? He knows that that guy is gorgeous. But that's the thing. I'm not attracted to mere looks. I've been liking many guys before and although my ex was caring and protective (and gorgeous) , he strikes my attention even deeper. My pride hurts cuz he, being younger than me, has the power to struck the sensitive side of me. Maybe God is teaching me something here, and that is what I should figure out.

My goodness, and why does he have to be that caring? If I've no hope that he was indeed for me, then stop making me fall deeper and deeper into his web!!! arghh... why does a guy should be unbelievebly blur???

(I hope he doesnt read this, cuz if he does and figured out that I wrote about him, I'm dead)